Wednesday 25 March 2009

Happy yet tired

I feel happy this whole week. This is because my sister gave birth to a healthy baby girl last Monday afternoon right before 5pm. Her name is Mirabelle Veneranda (I do not want to put the full name. Later got some psycho people hunt her down!). I do not know what her nickname will be (yet). I cannot wait to go back to my sis's house this weekend! I want to meet my newborn niece! My sis just SMS-ed me that she is growing! argh! and I am already missing the first few days of her growth! My mum said that Mirabelle looks a lot like her mum (which is my sis), but her body frame seems to follow her dad (my bro-in-law). hmm.. I have to see this for myself and confirm it. LOL! I will try my best to take pics of Mirabelle when I get back home.

My sis is going through maternity confinement (the Chinese style) right now for 1 whole month. This means that she cannot touch water at all. cannot bath, wash hands, etc (you get the point). so I really do not know how she could bear this for 1 whole month. Every day have to eat either kachang ma chicken or herbal chicken soup. The kachang ma is a type of herb which can help to prevent 'wind' trapped in your body system (I think. I gotta ask my mum first!). Every day she has to eat chicken. By the end of her confinement, I am SURE she does not want to see (what more to say eat) chicken anymore for at least a few months.

I am feeling very tired right now as I did not get enough rest for the last few days. My dark circles around my eyes are getting worse day by day. And it is puffy too! I feel like a need a long break! assignments not yet settle! and finals will be in 3 weeks time! and I have not started doing any revision yet. *dies*

to the people who drops by this blog, thanks a LOT to u! Sorry that I did not drop by yours. *embarassed*

Friday 20 March 2009

TVXQ mania!

I'll post few vids here!

Rising Sun - TVXQ


Asu wa Kuru Kara


Summer Dream


Purple Line

My favourite TVXQ song

I like Tohoshinki's song 'Love in the Ice'. I will post the lyrics and translation here for everyone! :D



Tsumetai sono te kimi no sei ja nai
Osanaki hibi hotta kizu kakae
Dareka no ai suru koto osoreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete

It's not your fault those hands are freezing
Borne from those childish days, you carry the scars
Are you afraid to love someone?
You pretend not to see the other side of the words

Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni sotto tokedasu

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw

Daremo ga dare ka ni ai sareru tame ni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo...

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I'd make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness


Unmei no itazura (kokoro wo itametemo)
Sono namida no saki ni wa
Hitosuji no hikari ga (yami no naka maiorite)
Bokura wa kizuku sa

Even it fate's mischief (pains the heart)
On the other side of those tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down (into the darkness)
We know

Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji aeru hito no nukumori

As strong as the feeling of suffering, we can feel people's warmth

Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyashite moraeru basho sagashite iru
So... kimi no wa sono basho ga koko ni aru sa osorenai de
Mou mayowanai de boku ga mamoru

Everyone is searching for a place
That can heal their sadness and loneliness
So... for you, that place is here
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate anymore, because I'll protect you


Setsunai hodo (My heart) utsukushii
Ai dakara (Don't be afraid)
Hakanai hodo (Let you know my love) uruwashii
Kono toki wo...(You know... Let you know my love)

My heart is pained
Because this love is so beautiful, don't be afraid
Even if it's just momentarily, I'll let you know my love
This time is beautiful, you know... let you know my love


Daremo ga dare ka ni ai sareru tame ni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo...

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I'd make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Wednesday 11 March 2009

in this post, I would like to express about me and my group members' dissatisfaction towards our group assignment leader for Research Method, YCL. she has been pushing us around without consideration.

1st, she wanted the parts of assignments that were distributed to us to be given back to her the following day! what are we, ROBOTS?!?! girl, we are not robots so do not boss us around like you are high and mighty. it is different if you are working in a firm with a big post there.

2nd, the report that was mostly prepared by her was in a mess. she volunteered to do the whole report, so we did not really help out with the final touches of the report. I was the last person to edit the report. there were many parts missing and I have no choice but to do it to make it look good. In the end, I have to sleep late that night and miss class the following morning. This pissed me off as I was looking forward to attend that lecture very much! oh, and the report, we were supposed to include Literature Review. at first, YCL mentioned that it was not necessary to include it in the report. then she blamed another member, MMH, that she did not pass it to her. WTF! she could not even make up her mind on what she wanted in the report!

3rd, 3 weeks ago we were supposed to have group discussion. YCL told MMH that she will help conduct the group discussion as MMH had to attend another meeting which was really important. me and Z (another member) waited for an hour for her to come. but she never showed up. she did not even SMS us to tell us whether she will come or not. so wasting our precious time. dahla cun cun that week we have exams to study for and another assignment to pass up.

4th, we did the presentation on our findings 2 weeks ago. I was chosen randomly by the lecturer to present for our group. since I have not seen the presentation slides prepared by YCL, I was really nervous when my name was mentioned. so I just present as I always do. then the persimistic YCL thought that our group got the lowest presentation marks. when I peeped at the evalutation form of the lecturer, we got a nice 8/10. then i have to tell YCL that we got good marks. then she was slightly relieved.

5th, she borrowed my pendrive last week as she forgot to bring hers that day. then, she accidentally saved all the documents regarding to our report into my pendrive. the next day, she told me to meet up with her just to get the data from me. It was Friday, and I do not have classes on Fridays! she expect me to reach our faculty within 1 hour. when I read the SMS, I only got an hour to be there. and from my hostel to my faculty by foot takes approximately 20 minutes! she was trying to KILL me! luckily she told me to email the documents to her. and luckily I have a broadband to online. if not, I really have a bad mood for the whole day! and i will be shouting like a mentally ill person!

there are more, but this post is already too long! sorry for the looooong post. but I just want to express my feelings (and also my other 3 members). otherwise I will become crazy from this emotional stress!

Tuesday 10 March 2009

tiring weekend

yes! i know i have finished exam last weekend, which was Personality Development. i did it badly. the questions are quite easy, but i did not study well for it! then there goes my 20%. think i will just pass with the passing line... wat am i talking about. i am actually having computer lab right now. so i am not concentrating on what i am typing (much). last Saturday, my sister moved into her new house! at the moment, it is still quite messy as we do not have enough time to clear the things up especially the study room, the master bedroom. now we get to enjoy aircond all the time! and i have got my own room there, too! one side of the wall is purple colour. and i have my own queen sized bed! all my life I have been sleeping on either super single sized bed or a single bed. i did not help much in the house last weekend as i was really tired. i did not have enough sleep for the last 4 nights. i feel like i am a walking zombie and I want to express my dissatisfaction on something. well, normally i do that by singing! i think i will do that tonight. will be singing Tohoshinki's songs (as usual). now i am CRAZY over them. dunno how it ended up this way.


everytime i meet up with my friend, Juju, we must talk about Tohoshinki. she's is turning me into one of the fangirls that will go "kyaa kyaaa" over them! ROTFLOL! she just bought a DVD concert of Tohoshinki's, which is their 3rd Concert Tour 2008 "T". it cost RM119! OMG! she is willing to buy it! LOL!! i will have to wait till this coming Friday to watch the concert together in my room! then the whole night we will go "kyaa kyaa". and I have my speaker (does not have the woofer type. it is the old timer's speaker) to boost up the energy! LOL!


i will be hanging out with my besties tomorrow afternoon. I wanna get my hair a trim. it is too long and it is hard for me to manage it as well. and i am going to buy other stuff. i have not made up the list yet. hopefully my expenses does not go beyond RM100. hehe...


Friday 6 March 2009

busy weeks!

ahh... last few weeks I was so busy with assignments and midterm exams! so tiring and stressful! did not have enough time to rest. luckily my body system did not break down (eg. getting sick). I have passed up 1 Quality individual assignment, 1 Educational Technology wiki (group project), ... i forgot the rest already. I sat for 3 midterm paper for the past 2 weeks. glad that is over. but now i have to worry about my coming assigments that needs to be handed in by the end of this month! argh! i have not gotten anything done! and i got another exam tomorrow morning which is Personality Development. covers 4 units of the subject. and i have not even go find my notes which is probably stacked up somewhere in my super messy room.

that aside, I have got my EYES on TOHOSHINKI (aka Dong Bang Shi Ki, DBSK, THSK, TVFXQ, TVXQ)!! of course, i only listen to their Japanese songs. LOL! not the Korean and Chinese songs. [bias, aren't I>] I got attracted to them with their Jumon~Mirotic~ and Sennen Koi Uta songs! then my friend, Juju, is a HUGE fan of theirs. so she got me hooked to Tohoshinki by giving me their albums and single album. Then i listen to their songs everyday. I only liked a few songs, especially the ballads. hehe... their single, Bolero, which was released in January 2009, is one of my favourite! their latest single, Survivor, which will be out by the end of March, is not so nice to me. hehe...

ok la. i need to do 1 assignment which i have to pass it to my member (the editor) and I have to study. otherwise i would not be able to get enough sleep again. (ARGHH!)